Long time no talk
It has been a very long time since I posted anything to this. I keep up-to-date with friends pages, but I haven't had a desire to really write here. I guess the past year has just been a roller coaster to life. One minute, I'm looking to move out of state. One minute I think that I've met a great guy and want to see what may come of it. The next thing, I'm getting stood-up and even while out of state visiting this person. So, my trust in men has gone down hill. My bitterness has sky rocketed.
But, it is now July 20th and I've accomplished alot this past year as well. As I sit in my apartment, roommate is out of town, no one really online to chat with, dishes are done, and pretty much I'm ready for bed, I felt the need to begin sharing in here again. I'm currently single, a partner would be great if the fit is right. I won't settle anymore which can get a bit lonely. But, oh well. I know I can be negative at times. I can be jaded at times and I really appreciate my true friends who have stuck by me through this. I am in a new job as of April 16th, 2007. I truly do enjoy my job. Yes, it is stressful but I am learning so much and see this as a stepping stone to something even better :-)
So, a few days ago I went to the doctor for my annual physical. I've gained almost 20 pounds this year due to several things. 1) I've suffered some depression and anxiety, 2) we think that my thyroid is acting up, 3) I've been a lazy ass and haven't worked out, 4) No sex to burn the calories that I would have otherwise burned during my workout session.. :p So, my Blood Pressure is not under control and I MUST loose weight. This will help my blood pressure, this will help my back, this will help me not be out of breath, this will help my self image issue, and the list goes on. Oh, and hopefully it will make my cock look bigger :-D So the plan has begun. Wish me luck and I'll give monthly updates.. Currently, I'm at 234 pounds, 5'7", 40 inch waist, and the rest isn't going to change.. LOL I'll post more about what I'm doing to help this along and to just improve me as a healthy person in another post.
Now, on to the men. I do love men. I do love just being close to a man. But, damn am I a picky son of a bitch. So, we'll see what happens. I do have one person in particular that I'm interested in. But, this person isn't ready to date. This person has never dated. So, it's baby steps and we shall just see. I know that God wants me in Michigan for right now. So, I have decided not to consider anything from a long distance stance at the moment. Of course, would I stop something from developing, NO!, but I know that it is a struggle to make it work. Only time will tell.
Okay, I'm scatter brained today so I mind as well not make this any longer. I'll be doing daily posts in here. Always feel welcome to comment. Peace and HUGS!
But, it is now July 20th and I've accomplished alot this past year as well. As I sit in my apartment, roommate is out of town, no one really online to chat with, dishes are done, and pretty much I'm ready for bed, I felt the need to begin sharing in here again. I'm currently single, a partner would be great if the fit is right. I won't settle anymore which can get a bit lonely. But, oh well. I know I can be negative at times. I can be jaded at times and I really appreciate my true friends who have stuck by me through this. I am in a new job as of April 16th, 2007. I truly do enjoy my job. Yes, it is stressful but I am learning so much and see this as a stepping stone to something even better :-)
So, a few days ago I went to the doctor for my annual physical. I've gained almost 20 pounds this year due to several things. 1) I've suffered some depression and anxiety, 2) we think that my thyroid is acting up, 3) I've been a lazy ass and haven't worked out, 4) No sex to burn the calories that I would have otherwise burned during my workout session.. :p So, my Blood Pressure is not under control and I MUST loose weight. This will help my blood pressure, this will help my back, this will help me not be out of breath, this will help my self image issue, and the list goes on. Oh, and hopefully it will make my cock look bigger :-D So the plan has begun. Wish me luck and I'll give monthly updates.. Currently, I'm at 234 pounds, 5'7", 40 inch waist, and the rest isn't going to change.. LOL I'll post more about what I'm doing to help this along and to just improve me as a healthy person in another post.
Now, on to the men. I do love men. I do love just being close to a man. But, damn am I a picky son of a bitch. So, we'll see what happens. I do have one person in particular that I'm interested in. But, this person isn't ready to date. This person has never dated. So, it's baby steps and we shall just see. I know that God wants me in Michigan for right now. So, I have decided not to consider anything from a long distance stance at the moment. Of course, would I stop something from developing, NO!, but I know that it is a struggle to make it work. Only time will tell.
Okay, I'm scatter brained today so I mind as well not make this any longer. I'll be doing daily posts in here. Always feel welcome to comment. Peace and HUGS!