To Close
Well, im at a loss.
Noticed, everytime i keep getting close to someone, something in particular i want to hold, protect, cherish....i fuck up. Every time. It seems that i cant even hold a relationship with someone for the most simple of things before they want to get away from me....either for their reasons, or ones that include me in a reason to leave me, its all because of what i did. And in the end, i've realized how much of a ass i have been...to everyone, being nosy, guilt-tripping, nearly yelling at them for answers....
....i just want to say, im sorry, for all those i've caused frustration, confusion, pain, hurt.....i really am. I'm tearing up and i dont know where to go, what to do. Great way to spend New Years, realizing how much of a ass you have been to ones that love(d) you, family, friends....anyone in general....Im very, very sorry....for who i have been in the past.
I wish you all a much better New Years. Fill your next year with fun, joy, love, hope, and care.
~Aven
Noticed, everytime i keep getting close to someone, something in particular i want to hold, protect, cherish....i fuck up. Every time. It seems that i cant even hold a relationship with someone for the most simple of things before they want to get away from me....either for their reasons, or ones that include me in a reason to leave me, its all because of what i did. And in the end, i've realized how much of a ass i have been...to everyone, being nosy, guilt-tripping, nearly yelling at them for answers....
....i just want to say, im sorry, for all those i've caused frustration, confusion, pain, hurt.....i really am. I'm tearing up and i dont know where to go, what to do. Great way to spend New Years, realizing how much of a ass you have been to ones that love(d) you, family, friends....anyone in general....Im very, very sorry....for who i have been in the past.
I wish you all a much better New Years. Fill your next year with fun, joy, love, hope, and care.
~Aven