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Well funeral was on saturday...man i hate funerals! Funerals always make me feel vulnerable and open and i hate that feeling...i would much more like to huddle up in my own little world then to let anyone in particular in. The ceremony was beautiful...and im sure it would be something steve would be thankful for. When my Aunty Carol (Steves wife) died of breast cancer four years ago, her ashes were placed in a rose garden. Melanie (Steve and carol's daughter)informed us that the rose had bloomed for the first time this season on the day steve had died. That proved that steve had found his way to carol up there in the place we call heaven and i swear to you at the moment we heard that everyone in that church...all 2000+ of us bawled our eyes out.
The wake was memorable. Everybody who showed up released a baloon with the cronulla sharks colours and steves old number on them up into the sky. It was quite amazing to see 2000 baloons being let up into the sky over the sharks home ground. I guess you could call it a kodak moment! The bar was of course all paid for by the sharkies leagues club so i was open to drink vb (only beer available except for that light crap)My aunty Desley had alot of vb to drink and ended up pissed! Ahhhhh my aunty is hilarious pissed or not pissed so being entertained at a wake and actually being happy was a good thing. I couldnt handle all that crying all over again.
Any who on new news i got the first season of hex while i eagerly await for the second season due out in march. Im so addicted to that show and could swear that i have watched it millions of times. Season 2 has not yet finished on arena but ive been downloading torrent files of the episodes so i can watch them lol. Who would have known though that a show had the guts to kill off its main character in the second episode of the first season! At first i mean i was shocked and pissed off cause cassie is a great character and the reason behind the show but after watching the next episodes ive come to realise that maybe it might actually have been a good thing *shrugs*
Manda's baby shower is in a couple of days and like usual i got carried away and spent all my money on baby things. Ive never been to one before, let alone have it be one of my best friends baby showers, but hell im going to spoil this child rotten! As for jobs hahaha you would think i would have one right now...nope! Im flat broke as it is...i have more birthdays and parties to go to...plus i go to tafe in the next couple of weeks so i need money for that gahhhhhhhhhh i need a job! My sister's boss at woolworths is trying to get me one...just as long as i leave my resume on the website ill be fine. If i dont get this job im screwed! Who else knows a freaking 18 year old who still has no job!
Anyways im tired and im rambling on like usual so im leaving adios amigos
The wake was memorable. Everybody who showed up released a baloon with the cronulla sharks colours and steves old number on them up into the sky. It was quite amazing to see 2000 baloons being let up into the sky over the sharks home ground. I guess you could call it a kodak moment! The bar was of course all paid for by the sharkies leagues club so i was open to drink vb (only beer available except for that light crap)My aunty Desley had alot of vb to drink and ended up pissed! Ahhhhh my aunty is hilarious pissed or not pissed so being entertained at a wake and actually being happy was a good thing. I couldnt handle all that crying all over again.
Any who on new news i got the first season of hex while i eagerly await for the second season due out in march. Im so addicted to that show and could swear that i have watched it millions of times. Season 2 has not yet finished on arena but ive been downloading torrent files of the episodes so i can watch them lol. Who would have known though that a show had the guts to kill off its main character in the second episode of the first season! At first i mean i was shocked and pissed off cause cassie is a great character and the reason behind the show but after watching the next episodes ive come to realise that maybe it might actually have been a good thing *shrugs*
Manda's baby shower is in a couple of days and like usual i got carried away and spent all my money on baby things. Ive never been to one before, let alone have it be one of my best friends baby showers, but hell im going to spoil this child rotten! As for jobs hahaha you would think i would have one right now...nope! Im flat broke as it is...i have more birthdays and parties to go to...plus i go to tafe in the next couple of weeks so i need money for that gahhhhhhhhhh i need a job! My sister's boss at woolworths is trying to get me one...just as long as i leave my resume on the website ill be fine. If i dont get this job im screwed! Who else knows a freaking 18 year old who still has no job!
Anyways im tired and im rambling on like usual so im leaving adios amigos