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I’m sad.
There’s something going on that I can’t put my finger on.
And I find myself cursing at seemingly random intervals... I get some dread feeling and escapes my lips a “mother fucker”, or “Jesus Christ”.
I am trying to be mindful of what it is that immediately preceded the outburst. What has my mind wandered to?
I often forget to watch it closely.
That dread feeling in the pit of my gut.
Nauseous.
Sad.
What is it?
There’s something going on that I can’t put my finger on.
And I find myself cursing at seemingly random intervals... I get some dread feeling and escapes my lips a “mother fucker”, or “Jesus Christ”.
I am trying to be mindful of what it is that immediately preceded the outburst. What has my mind wandered to?
I often forget to watch it closely.
That dread feeling in the pit of my gut.
Nauseous.
Sad.
What is it?