Apr 01, 2008 20:21
We search for advice from everyone else but we hold the answer in ourself. I am finally awake for the first time since I fought the sprinkler in the back yard. I'm not living for wit or attention. I think I am living for a thump and a smile.
I'm tired of thinking people hold me back when it is really my own doing. I am lazy; I procrastinate because it is an interesting word. Kind of like saying "I want to be a marine biologist" when you are 9 years old.
Let's expect laughter and experience. Let's call out the bad times out before they happen.
I love being me and I love you being you. I want to swallow guilt and let my stomach acids go wild.
I'm not tired anymore. This world is a childhood memory if we want it to be.