I've been neglecting you...
I guess I have kind of moved on to bigger and better things. Or I just don't know what to say to you anymore. My life, to me, has become too personal to be sharing with all of these people. Not that there are many. I mean, it's not like my life has changed that much that I can't share things with you...but in a way, to me it has. I guess I have just become more closed off. But not in a bad way. I am just becoming more conservative with what I say on here about my personal life. Not that I wouldn't want to share it with you. I just don't know if I want everyone reading it.
This is something that affects me a lot. And it is not a small thing to me. Thank you for apologizing. I am not mad at you. But I am hurt. Not by what you said, but maybe because it continues to happen. I don't know. I care about you, but I don't know what else to do.