depression and random bouts of crying
Christine and Chris got married today...er, i guess yesterday since it's early in the morning....
anyway, that's not the depressing part. What's depressing is that I wasn't able to go to the ceremony...i really wanted to at least see everyone in their finery. I got a last minute re-invite to the after wedding lunch thing that i got disinvited to last week. Apparantly Chris's dad was wanting only Chris's friends to come since he was paying for it. But he tried to exclude Megan, Christine's Maid of Honor (they only let her have one attendant, stingy) and Christine's dad stood up for her, and us. He told Chris's dad that he would pay for all of Christines side so that she could invite HER friends too....otherwise it would be just family and Chris's old high school jerk friend or some junk. Anyway, i was there.
The more depressing thing is that right after the lunch, I drove Megan back to Seattle and had to relinquish custody of said Megan to her father. He is driving her far far away to Alaska and never bringing her back. I've been bursting into random spouts of tears for the last few days as Megan's moving away came nearer. I haven't had such a close friend since Junior High. I'm terrible at keeping in touch with people far away (hi rosie ^_^) and horribly jealous of the friends who get her back. (hi tara ^_-)
damn, i'm crying again.
thank goodness for the internet, at least there's a chance to keep in touch
(speaking of keeping in touch....hey Thea! Yoooooohoooooo! How ya doin'?)
anyway, that's not the depressing part. What's depressing is that I wasn't able to go to the ceremony...i really wanted to at least see everyone in their finery. I got a last minute re-invite to the after wedding lunch thing that i got disinvited to last week. Apparantly Chris's dad was wanting only Chris's friends to come since he was paying for it. But he tried to exclude Megan, Christine's Maid of Honor (they only let her have one attendant, stingy) and Christine's dad stood up for her, and us. He told Chris's dad that he would pay for all of Christines side so that she could invite HER friends too....otherwise it would be just family and Chris's old high school jerk friend or some junk. Anyway, i was there.
The more depressing thing is that right after the lunch, I drove Megan back to Seattle and had to relinquish custody of said Megan to her father. He is driving her far far away to Alaska and never bringing her back. I've been bursting into random spouts of tears for the last few days as Megan's moving away came nearer. I haven't had such a close friend since Junior High. I'm terrible at keeping in touch with people far away (hi rosie ^_^) and horribly jealous of the friends who get her back. (hi tara ^_-)
damn, i'm crying again.
thank goodness for the internet, at least there's a chance to keep in touch
(speaking of keeping in touch....hey Thea! Yoooooohoooooo! How ya doin'?)