Plans.2
Okay then
i finished college at about 3 30 today,
on the understanding that Adele, would be mmeting up with me to come over to mine, and have a few drinks...
unfortionatly however, that wasnt the case,
i waitd for her for another 2 hours (give or take) and called her to find out from Coby that she isnt gonna come over.
why the fuck do people make arrangements, if they dont expect to fucking keep them
why
and more importantly why the fuck am i expected to not give a damn when people who expressed the urge to come and see me, when they practically arranged to come and see me,
cancel
its not because they didnt want to,
its because in all honesty they had a better offer, than the friendship and arrangement that they made.
Ive got about £10.00 to my name, and im going to go out and get absolutely Plastered, how...because im gonna siphen pints from a mate who is coming out later.
thy owe me a few drinks, and im not gonna bother letting them lie, (not the obviousl answer here)
i did have about 140 quid
but about 70 went on me
and the rest to keep an upset friend happy, bu buying her tabs, and drinks and genuanly making her happy.
i get repayed by being lied to, and abandoned.
as much as you refuse to fucking believe it, i love being abandoned!
People wonder why i get depressed moods,
why im so pesamistic and morbid at times,
THIS IS FUCKING WHY!
people break arrangements and plans with me,
i feel like shit when i do,
and i wonder how you fucking feel about it
the only people i can trust to follow through on arrangements at the moment (in the last week)
are Ethel, Ross, Andrea, Bellford and Judith.
everyone else i either havent made arrangements with recently,
or have given an excuse as to why they had to be canceled.
well im going to head off now,
before i really get pissed of and type something ill regret,
i finished college at about 3 30 today,
on the understanding that Adele, would be mmeting up with me to come over to mine, and have a few drinks...
unfortionatly however, that wasnt the case,
i waitd for her for another 2 hours (give or take) and called her to find out from Coby that she isnt gonna come over.
why the fuck do people make arrangements, if they dont expect to fucking keep them
why
and more importantly why the fuck am i expected to not give a damn when people who expressed the urge to come and see me, when they practically arranged to come and see me,
cancel
its not because they didnt want to,
its because in all honesty they had a better offer, than the friendship and arrangement that they made.
Ive got about £10.00 to my name, and im going to go out and get absolutely Plastered, how...because im gonna siphen pints from a mate who is coming out later.
thy owe me a few drinks, and im not gonna bother letting them lie, (not the obviousl answer here)
i did have about 140 quid
but about 70 went on me
and the rest to keep an upset friend happy, bu buying her tabs, and drinks and genuanly making her happy.
i get repayed by being lied to, and abandoned.
as much as you refuse to fucking believe it, i love being abandoned!
People wonder why i get depressed moods,
why im so pesamistic and morbid at times,
THIS IS FUCKING WHY!
people break arrangements and plans with me,
i feel like shit when i do,
and i wonder how you fucking feel about it
the only people i can trust to follow through on arrangements at the moment (in the last week)
are Ethel, Ross, Andrea, Bellford and Judith.
everyone else i either havent made arrangements with recently,
or have given an excuse as to why they had to be canceled.
well im going to head off now,
before i really get pissed of and type something ill regret,