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Let's just say that I have a really bad problem with anxeity and worrying. I blacked out during my oboe audition for OYO and my mouth went dry, I was sweating, and shaking. I also had tears coming from my face during my audition. But I will be in the top orchestra on Bass Clarinet so that is good I guess.
Today I got a text from KD saying "PLEASE CALL" but it was on her mom's phone. I freaked and ran out of the school and started freaking out. I called her mom's cell like 23453 times, her house another 2309483 times and her cell like 203483 times then I called her b/f and got him to worry because I thoght there was something wrong. And I was shaking and freaking out. Then she calls me and I was like No everything is alright I just heard our song "fast car" at the bank and I wanted to say I love you. Well that was a relief but my worrying and anxety is so bad and I need help...
And let's just say that is not all that is going on because it is not. I worry about everything and I just I don't know...
Today I got a text from KD saying "PLEASE CALL" but it was on her mom's phone. I freaked and ran out of the school and started freaking out. I called her mom's cell like 23453 times, her house another 2309483 times and her cell like 203483 times then I called her b/f and got him to worry because I thoght there was something wrong. And I was shaking and freaking out. Then she calls me and I was like No everything is alright I just heard our song "fast car" at the bank and I wanted to say I love you. Well that was a relief but my worrying and anxety is so bad and I need help...
And let's just say that is not all that is going on because it is not. I worry about everything and I just I don't know...