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i dont know what's wrong with me. i dont know how to describe this.
i feel fucking pressured by everything, to the point where sometimes it feels like my eyes are going to pop out.
i've always got too much going through my head, and none of it will leave. i feel insane and im worried about myself because i dont know how im supposed to be reacting to this.
i just want tooaigdsj
i've got so much that i need to talk about, i need to get off my chest. but there's never anybody to talk to. everybody is always away having fun by themselves.
ive never felt so fucking alone and unwanted in my life. and i feel like its all up to me to solve my damn problems.
i cant enjoy my life because of all this pressure. i cant get rid of it and its just dwelling inside of me and getting worse. i dont konw what to do and i feel like i cant hold any more.
i've been having this vision of what i feel like over and over again.
i'm sitting down naked outside and its really dark and there are huge clouds above me. its not raining but lighting keeps striking right next to me. i put my hands over my head and ask for it to stop but it gets worse and the clouds keep getting closer and closer to me and push me against the ground until my body explodes.
i need to be loved.
what the fuck happened.
i feel useless
i feel fucking pressured by everything, to the point where sometimes it feels like my eyes are going to pop out.
i've always got too much going through my head, and none of it will leave. i feel insane and im worried about myself because i dont know how im supposed to be reacting to this.
i just want tooaigdsj
i've got so much that i need to talk about, i need to get off my chest. but there's never anybody to talk to. everybody is always away having fun by themselves.
ive never felt so fucking alone and unwanted in my life. and i feel like its all up to me to solve my damn problems.
i cant enjoy my life because of all this pressure. i cant get rid of it and its just dwelling inside of me and getting worse. i dont konw what to do and i feel like i cant hold any more.
i've been having this vision of what i feel like over and over again.
i'm sitting down naked outside and its really dark and there are huge clouds above me. its not raining but lighting keeps striking right next to me. i put my hands over my head and ask for it to stop but it gets worse and the clouds keep getting closer and closer to me and push me against the ground until my body explodes.
i need to be loved.
what the fuck happened.
i feel useless