this entry is meaningless and will most likely be deleted soon due to its sheer uselessness...
You'reTheEchoesOf MyEverything,
You'reTheEmptinessTheWholeWorldSingsAtNight...
You'reTheLazinessOf Afternoon,
You'reTheReasonWhyI BurstAndWhyIBloom..
HowWillIBreakTheNewsToYou?
the funeral is going to be hell because all i can seem myself doing is fake smiles and small talk like the kind you give to people at the airport in like waiting to bored the plane...she has no idea that im going to be dieing sitting next to her becuase she thinks she's something to me that she hasn't been for a while now....Bre the best friend six years running...my soul sister and chief listener to all my deepest outlooks on life....isn't the same person anymore....and she's been neglecting our friendship so much so now that its not even really there now...and i knew that more then ever when she called last night becuase i coundn't even bring myself to be comfortable talking to her about my grafather's passing away.....but i'll put that all aside and look at the matter at hand.....my mom needs me right now....and i bre was like a grand-daughter to my grampa and i cant deny her the right to be at his funeral....even if its going to be a very uncomfortable time for me to treat her like nothings changed....when it has
and i miss him.....a lot....and i haven't even shown that....at all....becuase im not sure how