Gah...
Well... It's nearly half 3 in the morning, I'm tired I have a head ache and I have to get up early so I can get the bus and sign on tomorrow, and for once, I don't think I have done much job searching in the past week or two, I have been in Oxford and going out of my tree over my glade ticket that doesn't exist, and rent ohhh man I owe double rent, I have started smoking again and can't seem to spend a day without needing one worse then i ever had before! I think Carly bear is addicted again. My cough is comming back, bad sign for sure! I better quit again soon. I keep getting these really sickly sticky hot flushes today they just won't go away, don't have a clue what it might be *shrug* I don't wanna go sign on tomorrow, I wanna get my sleep pattern back to normal, rather then go to bed at 5:30 every morning and get up at 3, what a waste of a day, the sun had been out a fair bit recently too but I've already missed most of the days sun by the time I get up, It's not like I try to be lazy I know I have been and I feel really shit for it. Chris went to see his dad today, we only spent two nights together but I'll see him sunday, Were going to fear factory ^_^ Me, Faye, Chris, Zoe, Joe and Dave. Joe and Dave. Zoe, Joe and Dave are comming all the way from Oxford just to come to this gig, wild innit! LOL any ways, I managed to get past the bit on tomb raider I got stuck on about a year ago causing me to abandon my tomb raider love and now I'm back in buisness, I'm feeling so much more like me, ya know, that part in your life stopping you from moving forward wether you chose to or not that game stayed in the same place....kinda cool that i'm past the hard bit hehehe I know it prolly won't mean much to any of you but it means something to me and as this is my journal thats all that counts. Oh and I printed off some photos ect.. and carried on with my crazy walls every one seems to love soo much.....In case you haven't seen my room here's a slight hint of what it looks like....Mind you this was take ages ago.....
Plus I gave Simpsons hit and run game out and a hello kitty game my sister bought herself and awww it's soooo coote! =^_^= I might go read my book a little more, I'm soo proud of myself I'm more then half way on it now, and I really hate reading but my god I seem to find myself strangely attracted to Marylin Manson bless him. Ne ways I guess I'd better go.....Toodles xXx
Plus I gave Simpsons hit and run game out and a hello kitty game my sister bought herself and awww it's soooo coote! =^_^= I might go read my book a little more, I'm soo proud of myself I'm more then half way on it now, and I really hate reading but my god I seem to find myself strangely attracted to Marylin Manson bless him. Ne ways I guess I'd better go.....Toodles xXx