I'm just a soul who's bluer than blue can be.
You ain't been blue,
Till you've had that mood indigo.
~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~
*sigh* There seems to be no end to the tiny, stupid, but meaningful things that can go wrong in a year, a month, a week... a day.
I've just about had it with the year 2004, it can kiss my royal butt and disappear! Then again, I was never much for believing in things like certain dates [New Year's Eve is just an excuse for merchants to sell you stuff you don't need at ridiculous prices you can't pay; come to think of it, so it's any other holiday, Christmas included.] So I *know* things will be either the same, or worse, or, hopefully, better, next year, regardless of the hour struck by the clock at any given time.
I wish I could believe there was a time elf or something hidden behind every clock in the world, so that when they struck midnight on December 31st, it would just erase everything that had happened in the previous year, and begin the new one afresh. But then that little elf would also erase the good things, now, wouldn't he? Damn the bugger! And right now I need all the happy memories I can stash :(
I know, I know... it's awfully inconvenient to write down all our miseries and be reminded of them later, but I just needed to vent. *sigh*
This morning, as I rode in a cab to work, 'cause my BLOODY car wouldn't start again, I suddenly realized that maybe, just maybe, all that freaky luck I've had all year comes from my supposedly haunted apartment. :-S I SWEAR it's haunted! I may have to hold a séance soon. Gah.
So that is all. I'm blue. Bluer than any Smurf right now. But this, too, shall pass.
Peace, my fellow earthlings.
~+Tess+~
P.S.: Thank you for making me smile, my idiot <3
Till you've had that mood indigo.
~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~
*sigh* There seems to be no end to the tiny, stupid, but meaningful things that can go wrong in a year, a month, a week... a day.
I've just about had it with the year 2004, it can kiss my royal butt and disappear! Then again, I was never much for believing in things like certain dates [New Year's Eve is just an excuse for merchants to sell you stuff you don't need at ridiculous prices you can't pay; come to think of it, so it's any other holiday, Christmas included.] So I *know* things will be either the same, or worse, or, hopefully, better, next year, regardless of the hour struck by the clock at any given time.
I wish I could believe there was a time elf or something hidden behind every clock in the world, so that when they struck midnight on December 31st, it would just erase everything that had happened in the previous year, and begin the new one afresh. But then that little elf would also erase the good things, now, wouldn't he? Damn the bugger! And right now I need all the happy memories I can stash :(
I know, I know... it's awfully inconvenient to write down all our miseries and be reminded of them later, but I just needed to vent. *sigh*
This morning, as I rode in a cab to work, 'cause my BLOODY car wouldn't start again, I suddenly realized that maybe, just maybe, all that freaky luck I've had all year comes from my supposedly haunted apartment. :-S I SWEAR it's haunted! I may have to hold a séance soon. Gah.
So that is all. I'm blue. Bluer than any Smurf right now. But this, too, shall pass.
Peace, my fellow earthlings.
~+Tess+~
P.S.: Thank you for making me smile, my idiot <3