May 31, 2007 16:34
Damn. Now you went and made me wonder again... get lost in that nameless limbo of self-doubt and what-ifs... Why did you have to be all flirty and sweet and goddamn NICE, why open up the possibilities and then... leave them hanging... open like a wound that won't heal now... (heh, I stretched the cliché there, see what I did?). To overuse another cliché, why did you go around writing checks you have no intention of cashing, eh? :-/
I was so cool and collected, dammit. Now I'll have to wait & see. *sigh*
Oh well... the occasion is as good as any to break open that bottle of fermented grape juice that's been cooling in the fridge, ain't it?
This weekend... I wanna get lost, but not in my thoughts :-P
And no wallowing. I am made of steel :-D