25
so tomorrow is my big day. i find out if i got into TFA and where I will be placed, pending I got position.
I am hoping and praying that wherever I am placed that it is where I am supposed to be, where the next chapter of my life is meant to start, while this one ends (in a way).
I cant believe im turning 25 in a few months. sure, its just a number and i feel like society of course puts some sort of mystery around it. like hey now that you are celebrating/dreading your quarter life, tell us have you got it all figured out just yet?
when i was 16 i thought i would be totally done with school, have a partner, an apt. and a dog or something, ya know the gay version of the american dream by the time i was 25.
well. no. not exactly. sure the difference between 20 and 25 is maturation. yet, i can safely say i have no more of a clue now than i did back then. well maybe a lil more ha.
i step more self assuredly into unknown situations. i am more articulate, think more before i act, choose my words more wisely, and take less for granted. still i sometimes make the same mistakes over and over.
so as i approach 25 and embrace all those expectations that supposedly come with my quarter life i am reminded of this quote
my mom used to say to me 'you can't have fun all the time' and i used to say 'why not? why the fuck can't i have fun all the time?'" - kate moss"
i dont think ill ever stop having fun, mom.
I am hoping and praying that wherever I am placed that it is where I am supposed to be, where the next chapter of my life is meant to start, while this one ends (in a way).
I cant believe im turning 25 in a few months. sure, its just a number and i feel like society of course puts some sort of mystery around it. like hey now that you are celebrating/dreading your quarter life, tell us have you got it all figured out just yet?
when i was 16 i thought i would be totally done with school, have a partner, an apt. and a dog or something, ya know the gay version of the american dream by the time i was 25.
well. no. not exactly. sure the difference between 20 and 25 is maturation. yet, i can safely say i have no more of a clue now than i did back then. well maybe a lil more ha.
i step more self assuredly into unknown situations. i am more articulate, think more before i act, choose my words more wisely, and take less for granted. still i sometimes make the same mistakes over and over.
so as i approach 25 and embrace all those expectations that supposedly come with my quarter life i am reminded of this quote
my mom used to say to me 'you can't have fun all the time' and i used to say 'why not? why the fuck can't i have fun all the time?'" - kate moss"
i dont think ill ever stop having fun, mom.