To the useless idiot I married
Sometimes I want to rip the skin off your bones. You don't deserve what I do for you and you don't try to deem yoursef worth it. I am not your slave; I don't have to do these things. I do them because I want to help you, because I love you, but treat me like you do and you're sure to get nothing from me.
You make me feel violent.
**Added**
The thing is I was really into this project and yesterday we made so much progess, and I thought this would be the one we do together instead of just me doing all the work for you, but you disappoint me once again, and all I can think is how much I wish you would come here and tell me you want to complete this, but now it's too late 'cause everything's all fucked up and I'm upset and there's no way I can be as inspired as I was before.
I fucking hate how fast I go from pissed to absolutley sad.
You make me feel violent.
**Added**
The thing is I was really into this project and yesterday we made so much progess, and I thought this would be the one we do together instead of just me doing all the work for you, but you disappoint me once again, and all I can think is how much I wish you would come here and tell me you want to complete this, but now it's too late 'cause everything's all fucked up and I'm upset and there's no way I can be as inspired as I was before.
I fucking hate how fast I go from pissed to absolutley sad.