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I'm going back to Puerto Rico after two years of missing it. First time I arrived in Dublin was January 2005 and now finally I'm going back for two weeks on Jan '07. The tickets are bought so it's starting to feel like it's SO close even when it's 2 months away. IT'S JUST SO FUCKING EXCITING!!! I miss my friends, my room, my family, the hot weather, the gay clubbing, the slutty things I used to wear/do... I miss a lot of who I was when I was there even though I hated myself most of the time. Life with Ray is good, most of the time, but it's also very UNexciting and routinary. We don't go out. We go to work, he goes to school, I cook, he does the dishes, I wash, he hangs the clothing to dry (even though we have a drying machine), we go to the supermarket on weekends, we go back home, we lay around, I Skype my mom, he does his daily check of his favorite websites, we have sex about 3 times a week, and then back to the same routine over and over again. I mean, I like a life without change, I do like the comfort of routine and I definitely do love him, BUT COME ON, every once in a while we have to act like we're still fucking young. I'm 23. I haven't gone out dancing since... when was that? May? Last time I got drunk was with my co-workers and I managed to get myself in a lot of trouble for that. Anyway, yes, going back to PR. Need the little bit of change of scenery.