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ok new post on what i've been eating;
Thursday;
apple
apricots
pear
Friday;
2 pears
some pine nuts (my friend told me they'd make me feel better but they certaintely did not)
Today;
1 orange 80 cals(I ate it when i woke up thinking that the vit C would make me better so i could work tonight)
4 strawberries 60 cals
1 kiwi 45 cals
3 snow peas 5 cals
190 cals
I definitely cannot eat ANYTHING else today, the only reason I ate that fruit was to give me some energy for work tonight, I need to make some money. I do feel a little better. I am worried and happy about how quickly I have gained so much control. But I'm scared that i could lose it at any moment but I won't. I am determined not to.
Thursday;
apple
apricots
pear
Friday;
2 pears
some pine nuts (my friend told me they'd make me feel better but they certaintely did not)
Today;
1 orange 80 cals(I ate it when i woke up thinking that the vit C would make me better so i could work tonight)
4 strawberries 60 cals
1 kiwi 45 cals
3 snow peas 5 cals
190 cals
I definitely cannot eat ANYTHING else today, the only reason I ate that fruit was to give me some energy for work tonight, I need to make some money. I do feel a little better. I am worried and happy about how quickly I have gained so much control. But I'm scared that i could lose it at any moment but I won't. I am determined not to.