Dec 11, 2010 22:01
I decided to take a break from studying and just write out some of my thoughts. Hee ^_^
Well, it's that time of year again (the end of the semester), and I have only one exam (三年生日本語会話). I'm glad it's almost over...cuz these 15 credits were seriously killing me. Not getting enough sleep during the week really messes up my weekends so that I barely get enough done. XD Still, that final is going to be a tough one tho! I have a hard time debating in English, let alone Japanese. I hoping to debate in a group rather than one on one. ;_;
Anyway, tonight I was supposed to go to a Christmas party, but the bad weather conditions forced me to face reality and just stay at home. Bleh, and I had a white elephant Christmas gift to exchange too. Maybe I can take it to CCF next semester, and they can use it as a prize for one of the games. :D
Today I got some Landry done (woohoo! clean clothes!), and did some chores for mom (cuz she was too lazy to get dressed/go out side and do it herself). Also, my creative art side decided to take over, and I turned this blah pair of headphones into wind-a-ding-ling headphones (meaning I painted it white, and glued some feathers on it. XD I'm such an art dork sometimes). I kinda half wish I came up with this idea before Halloween, but oh well, I'll blend in with the snow if I happen to fall down. XD (Insert lame joke here about making snow angels)
On a social note, I think arri-chan is annoyed with me because I'm officially giving up on this guy I kinda like. It's not that I dont like him anymore...I still do...it's just that--It's complicated. Sometimes it's better to just let things go and stop trying. I like him too much to risk my feelings ruining a perfectly good relationship. She may think that reasoning is pretty lame, but its a good reason. Sometimes it's better to keep people as friends and leave it at that. :) I've had my heart stomped on one too many times. XD
Anyway, she's upset because she wants me to be happy, and I'm content to shuffle back into my little artist corner and make pretty pictures for the rest of my life. That sounded much more pathetic written out than I originally thought. ははは! 私は大きバカね? Still, life doesn't have to revolve around a significant other. There are other means of happiness that I will still have a chance to experience someday...like going back to Japan and corrupting little Japanese kids to be sarcastic! Hee!
Anyway, I guess thats all I have to say right now. I'm really debating about making this a friends only journal, but who else reads my cryptic ranblings anyway? XD
Toodles for now!