Hopefully the last emo rant I'll make for a while at least.
So my brain has finally come to the conclusion to move on, forget about the guy I like and emerse myself in the projects I really want to do. Problem is, my heart just wants to cry for a while--a long while and keep on trying to love this guy who loves someone else. i know in my head that it's a waste of time, and it hurts waaaaaay too much to go through it again. I guess I keep forgetting how much this stupid love junk hurts, not to mention wears a person out.
It may take a while, but surely I am going to get over him. I'm sick and tired of feeling my chest hurt every time I think about him, and just wanting to cry all the time. I'm just sick of it! I need to stop being such a cry baby and be strong and find my own damn happiness, and just stop relying on others.
I hope someday that he'll be happy, and I'll be happy, and that neither one of us will ever have regrets. Thats all I hope for today.
It may take a while, but surely I am going to get over him. I'm sick and tired of feeling my chest hurt every time I think about him, and just wanting to cry all the time. I'm just sick of it! I need to stop being such a cry baby and be strong and find my own damn happiness, and just stop relying on others.
I hope someday that he'll be happy, and I'll be happy, and that neither one of us will ever have regrets. Thats all I hope for today.