First day of the U of I
First day of the large college experience wasn't too bad. I was terribly nervous tho this morning and was really scared that I would be late (and all that kind of nonsense). Oddly enough, everything went off great. XD For some reason I didn't care for my Computer Science class (mostly because some really handsome guy sat next to me). It's also a very large lecture with lots of people in it. I'm looking forward to tomorrow tho where there will be less people, and more oppertunity to talk and converse.
I get to learn python---which shouldn't be too difficult (hopefully).
Japanese class was alot of fun! We basically went over the syllabus, and then went to introductions. Like: Hajimemashite. Gordondesu. Doozoyoreshiku. (Hello this is the first time we meet. My name is Gordon (the Japanese go by last names). Please be nice to me.) Also we covered good morning (ohayogozaimasu), good afternoon (konnichiwa), and good evening (konbanwa). Stuff like that. It's really awesome. I really like how it's going.
Anywho, in other non exciting news, I've been getting really down on myself. Like saying that what I did was stupid, or I'm an idiot or just plain foolish. I absolutely loathe saying those types of things to myself, but I can't seem to stop. I mean, I have friends and family who like to build me up, but I'm just so pessimistic that I just tear myself back down again. It gets steadily worse when I found out that I didn't pass life drawing with my portfolio review. That took a big hit on my already rocky self esteem.
At least I got some good ideas and critiqe to do better. and who knows, maybe I can do better by the next portfolio review and pass. XD
Probably not, but hey, it's worth a shot.
XD
Anywho, I better go, and get some major hiragana stuff done. The more pratice the better!!
Jyaaa mata!
I get to learn python---which shouldn't be too difficult (hopefully).
Japanese class was alot of fun! We basically went over the syllabus, and then went to introductions. Like: Hajimemashite. Gordondesu. Doozoyoreshiku. (Hello this is the first time we meet. My name is Gordon (the Japanese go by last names). Please be nice to me.) Also we covered good morning (ohayogozaimasu), good afternoon (konnichiwa), and good evening (konbanwa). Stuff like that. It's really awesome. I really like how it's going.
Anywho, in other non exciting news, I've been getting really down on myself. Like saying that what I did was stupid, or I'm an idiot or just plain foolish. I absolutely loathe saying those types of things to myself, but I can't seem to stop. I mean, I have friends and family who like to build me up, but I'm just so pessimistic that I just tear myself back down again. It gets steadily worse when I found out that I didn't pass life drawing with my portfolio review. That took a big hit on my already rocky self esteem.
At least I got some good ideas and critiqe to do better. and who knows, maybe I can do better by the next portfolio review and pass. XD
Probably not, but hey, it's worth a shot.
XD
Anywho, I better go, and get some major hiragana stuff done. The more pratice the better!!
Jyaaa mata!