Nov 29, 2007 13:18
Oh so apparently my dad today is now 61, and...I still have yet to call and wish him a happy birthday. Actually I kinda forgot that today was his birthday till I noticed the date, and was like, "Oh crap, I forgot again?!?!?" Oh well... I'll probably call him when I get home cuz I'm currently at school trying to corner my art teacher so we can discuss my plans for independent study.
Yeah so, everything is like due next week, or at the very end of the semester. I have a painting project, a painting paper (dunno why my art teachers love to torment me in this way), An essay for american dreams, a reading assignment for american dreams, some extra credit for Japan culture, and yeah I have to sign up for spring classes.
Oh and I'm taking precalc, cuz the other math classes don't work with the independant study. DAMN. I didn't want to talk precalc 1. But precalc 2 sounds superbly awesome, so...who knows, maybe I'll go a math route cuz I'm getting it. :D Haha, no way am I going to be a math teacher or anything. I'd be the worst math teacher on the planet. I'd say 3x + 4 = infinity and then get fired for not teaching correct math. X_X
Anyway, so the date with henri went okay, I'm kinda to the point where I understand why people dont want to date. I mean, the warm fuzzies with someone of the oposite gender is awesome, but...it's just lacking. I feel more content being by myself and hanging out with friends once in a while. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm content with life, and well...this dating with Henri has just made me feel a bit more stressed out.
I've kinda discovered early on that I don't really like him in that way, and I feel as though I've dug myself into a pit and there isn't much of a way out. Dating with paul was never this stressful, in-fact it was pretty lighthearted most of the time. But I had a flowered view of that particular relationship from the beginning so...whatever.
Perhaps I've just finally grown up and discovered that there is no prince or happily ever after. It was kinda stupid to belive that anyway, but who knows, God has something in store, just dont know what.
*sigh*
Anyway, I'm going to go back to doing homework. I just wanted to get that out so that it would be one less thing stressing me out.
Sayonara