Attempt at poetry..

[delight046]

Here I am, sitting here,
hearing the strains
of piano music
float idly by.

Here I am, thinking here,
wondering if always
feeling sad,
Is the answer.

Here I am, sighing again
because of heavy
pressure of stress
from school.

Here I am, drinking again
letting the cool
sweet eccense of milk
pool deep within.

Here I am, creating
letting the imgination
of my youth
take over

Here I am, drawing
Letting the pencil
draw lingers
in my heart

Here I am, writing a poem
to write nothing
to say nothing
to convey nothing.

"Here I am" (c)Joan Gordon 4-14-07

This is why I never write poetry. I suck. Really bad. Come to think of it, I never like to write anyway, but meh. I just wanted to jot something down. I always seem to have a line of incoherant thoughts that tend to run through my mind at times. I guess my mind is my own.

Oh well...

In other news I'm sad. Kinda depressed really, but I'm trying to hide it the best I can. I think it's the end of the year blues, due to alot of hard homework, but I'll get through it eventually. Homework for marriage and the family isn't killing me too bad, but it still gets on me sometimes. Ugh...then I have that 16 square foot project.

>_