Things just aren't going to be the same anymore ...

[delicous917]

I realized today that for a wile i'm not going to be able to pick up that photo book and not cry. How in the heck am i supposed to survive through this its allrealy been too long of a journey. I know its been since my 27th. But you know it doesn't seem like that long ago. I've realized that i'm a big baby when it comes to deaths. Tomorrow is my best friends anniversary, 49 years. I thought tomorrow would be my bad day. But i get these days often, not being able to call her and ask her how she's doing and when we're going to go shopping again. Or what we're going to do the next weekend i come to see her. Life just isn't the same. I know for sure that i wont ever forget that horrible friday morning, or that tuesday i cried more tears than i've ever cried before.
But i'm going to go now before i let all my emotions out! peace, peytonlynn