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I haven't done much...i haven't called can in a while because there is nothing to talk about. This really makes me sad. In the time of three months..can became an interesting subject, a good friend, a best friend, then a boyfriend, and then finally back to a good friend. Now he's becoming another interesting subject again except that this time i wonder about his life. I wonder what he thinks about, I wonder what he does for fun, and I wonder what he looks like in the middle of all his friends. I wish i lived close to him. I wish we mixed with the same group of people. I wish i had something to say to him.
I haven't talked much to my vegetables, although from reading their journals, i'm not sure if they have continued to consider themselves a unit, group, or even friends. And i never did send Tara her letter. Infact, i haven't written anyone a letter. I feel like there's nothing to say. yes, i practice much more. Yes, i have to write character responses every week. Yes, i do have friends, and Yes, i did go out with a fellow for exactly 4 days. ha! what a waste of time. i've decided against boys this year. they take too much work. they require attention and time...sometimes even money. i dont have any of that.
Now it is Halloween. i've been here for almost 2 months and it seems like 3 weeks. Time passes so quickly and i cant tell if i've gotten better. i cant tell what i'm doing. i dont know what i'm doing! Soon i'll play in a student recital. eventually, i'll practice my orchestra music because i'm 5 chair. (why did he put me in the front? and why the outside?) orchestra music is such a pain. its eays enough that i can fake it incredibly well, but its hard enough that i have to practice. especially since we're having chair auditions soon.
hm... what else?
its amazing how incredibly talented all my friends are. Weird in a way... each one has a specific major and they do it incredibly well...they love it.
Andy plays the oboe. He practices about 3 hours a day, is not satisfied with a B, and he his pants are too short. At the same time, he's obsesed with pre-marital sex. haha! funny kid
Sarah is a theater major with red curly hair. She knows all the words to every song in every musical, wears mockisons, and enjoys playin snood on the computer in the TJ basement.
Alison is the 15 year old junior. Actually, she just turned 16, but for some reason, she will always be 15 in my mind. She's an incredible cellist and hilarious at the same time.
Darren plays the basoon. he's roommates with Andy. Funny kid darren is. he's a flirt who tries to speak german with his natural bleached blonde hair. haha!
katie also plays the violin. She's a sweet girl who wears awesome clothes. She gives good advice and calls me Ana. She's got this thick michigan accent and remember my japanese slippers that i love so much? She has slippers exactly like it, and she wears them all the time! She is also the one who cut my hair today...and it looks pretty darn good!
zara! zara zara zara! she plays the french horn and cuts her own hair. her room is a mess...even more so than mine, and she never has anything bad to say it seems. atleast she never says it around me.
Doug is also a bassoonist. He doesn't draw attention to himself, but if he catches you staring off into space, he'll do this birdie type move with his head and look at you with wide eyes... he reminds me of a pelican and no matter how many times he does it, it never gets old. He's probably the funniest out of them all in my opinion.
there are more, but those are the people i enjoy spending most of my time with. wow its 1:00. time for bed. tomorrow is halloween and i still dont know exactly what i am. i'm wearing this elf type hat, my flowy red skirt, my red slippers, my romeo and juliet tank top, and this really pretty blanket. maybe i'll go the easy route and call myself a gypsy. or maybe i'll say i'm a babushka! or.. maybe...an elf? or...something red? or... haha! whatever! i'm going trick or treating tomorrow, then i'll finish my paper, and then i'll buy myself some new jeans. i need some. i think i'm getting fatter...stupid cafeteria food!
goodnight!
I haven't talked much to my vegetables, although from reading their journals, i'm not sure if they have continued to consider themselves a unit, group, or even friends. And i never did send Tara her letter. Infact, i haven't written anyone a letter. I feel like there's nothing to say. yes, i practice much more. Yes, i have to write character responses every week. Yes, i do have friends, and Yes, i did go out with a fellow for exactly 4 days. ha! what a waste of time. i've decided against boys this year. they take too much work. they require attention and time...sometimes even money. i dont have any of that.
Now it is Halloween. i've been here for almost 2 months and it seems like 3 weeks. Time passes so quickly and i cant tell if i've gotten better. i cant tell what i'm doing. i dont know what i'm doing! Soon i'll play in a student recital. eventually, i'll practice my orchestra music because i'm 5 chair. (why did he put me in the front? and why the outside?) orchestra music is such a pain. its eays enough that i can fake it incredibly well, but its hard enough that i have to practice. especially since we're having chair auditions soon.
hm... what else?
its amazing how incredibly talented all my friends are. Weird in a way... each one has a specific major and they do it incredibly well...they love it.
Andy plays the oboe. He practices about 3 hours a day, is not satisfied with a B, and he his pants are too short. At the same time, he's obsesed with pre-marital sex. haha! funny kid
Sarah is a theater major with red curly hair. She knows all the words to every song in every musical, wears mockisons, and enjoys playin snood on the computer in the TJ basement.
Alison is the 15 year old junior. Actually, she just turned 16, but for some reason, she will always be 15 in my mind. She's an incredible cellist and hilarious at the same time.
Darren plays the basoon. he's roommates with Andy. Funny kid darren is. he's a flirt who tries to speak german with his natural bleached blonde hair. haha!
katie also plays the violin. She's a sweet girl who wears awesome clothes. She gives good advice and calls me Ana. She's got this thick michigan accent and remember my japanese slippers that i love so much? She has slippers exactly like it, and she wears them all the time! She is also the one who cut my hair today...and it looks pretty darn good!
zara! zara zara zara! she plays the french horn and cuts her own hair. her room is a mess...even more so than mine, and she never has anything bad to say it seems. atleast she never says it around me.
Doug is also a bassoonist. He doesn't draw attention to himself, but if he catches you staring off into space, he'll do this birdie type move with his head and look at you with wide eyes... he reminds me of a pelican and no matter how many times he does it, it never gets old. He's probably the funniest out of them all in my opinion.
there are more, but those are the people i enjoy spending most of my time with. wow its 1:00. time for bed. tomorrow is halloween and i still dont know exactly what i am. i'm wearing this elf type hat, my flowy red skirt, my red slippers, my romeo and juliet tank top, and this really pretty blanket. maybe i'll go the easy route and call myself a gypsy. or maybe i'll say i'm a babushka! or.. maybe...an elf? or...something red? or... haha! whatever! i'm going trick or treating tomorrow, then i'll finish my paper, and then i'll buy myself some new jeans. i need some. i think i'm getting fatter...stupid cafeteria food!
goodnight!