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I'm so excited. Maybe it's because the can man is coming tommorow, or maybe it's because i had a blast tonight. Usually, i dread going to the coffee shops. i always feel as if i'm trying to be all cool and shit. I like to think of myself as "mature" but when my parents have to drop me off and then pick me up at 10 of the clock i feel so small. I feel like everyone is looking at me and thinking, "Psh! freshman!" They're all calmly smoking their cigarette, sipping at their mocha latte, and pretending do to the New York Times crossword.
Then i come in skipping with my awkward smile and braids and ask the barista for a cinnimon roll with EXTRA frosting! That's the way it usually is, but today was different. I didnt go inside and ask for a cinnimon roll. I stayed outside with my group and laughed like a drunk. Some guy dressed in black came and sat in the corner where we were. Probably a drop out. He tried to get in our conversations by making us look stupid which i guess made him feel "cool". After he lit his 3rd stick of death his comment was, "it tastes better if you light it with a match." For a minute i just sat there trying desperately to keep it inside myself, but i couldn't. I exploded, laughing at him. after that he kinda looked around, and went inside to find some other group to annoy. I always enjoy it when that happens. I like to watch when people like that suddenly dont know what to say next. and i like it even more when I'm the one who has caused them such embarrassment.
Then i come in skipping with my awkward smile and braids and ask the barista for a cinnimon roll with EXTRA frosting! That's the way it usually is, but today was different. I didnt go inside and ask for a cinnimon roll. I stayed outside with my group and laughed like a drunk. Some guy dressed in black came and sat in the corner where we were. Probably a drop out. He tried to get in our conversations by making us look stupid which i guess made him feel "cool". After he lit his 3rd stick of death his comment was, "it tastes better if you light it with a match." For a minute i just sat there trying desperately to keep it inside myself, but i couldn't. I exploded, laughing at him. after that he kinda looked around, and went inside to find some other group to annoy. I always enjoy it when that happens. I like to watch when people like that suddenly dont know what to say next. and i like it even more when I'm the one who has caused them such embarrassment.