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You scored as Punk/Rebel.
Punk/Rebel
81%
Loner
75%
Goth
69%
Stoner
63%
Ghetto gangsta
50%
Drama nerd
31%
Prep/Jock/Cheerleader
25%
Geek
13%
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Not much has happened, really. In two days it'll be Chris' and mine 3 month. I don't really expect him to remember. No, not really. But meh. Its just a relationship. . . right?
Chris came home to me finally today... he was gone since friday morning to his buddies house for the weekend to do play DnD but that failed utterly.
Eberything was fine until sometime tonight... we just started to.. . I don't know. Go quiet at eachother. he got upset at his watch he was trying to fix..I dont blame him. But whenever he spazzes or loses it, I feel so.... I don't know the word. Helpless maybe? Ya... helpless. As I always am, and always will be.
Mostly, the silent, sit there, watch it all happen type of person concidering I don't know what to do at all anymore. Don't get me wrong. I love Chris with a passion, I just don't know what to do.
regardless. My mother is driving me insane, so is my father...but thats normal. They're on the warpath about 90 percent of the time. Mind you, I'm still waiting for them to get divorced. I know it sounds pathetic, but its true. So might as well as call me pathetic for stating it really.
*shrugs*
I haven't been outta the house in days...blame the snow for that. I despise it and the only reason I go out into it... is because I'm forced to.
I stopped going to school...again. My counciler is getting mad at me for it, so is my science teacher..but they can just go fuck themselves for all I care. I cant stand it..
As for work, I haven't been there in over am onth because they decide its ok for them not to call me when they won't be open on my shifts, or the days that I work.. JUST BECAUSE THE BOSS IS PREGNANT..
if I don't work this saturday, I'm just gonna go tell them to fuck themselves and I quit. I can get a better paying job, more hours and at least someone I can count on if I'm not needed, right?
Yes.