well fuck

[delicious_sleep]

all i can say is that alex is a fucking liar. he lied to me and to carla. i feel so bad but i didn't know that they were still going out b/c he lied to me and said they weren't. what i'm really mad about is that he told her that i was a slut and basically forced him to do it, he also said that he was piss drunk, which he was not at all, he didn't drink at all that night. that is completely the opposite of what happened. now he won't answer when i call. i just, i just don't know what to do. another thing is that if he ever does answer i don't know what i would say. i'm going to look back at this journal entry i bet and laugh at it. i hope that's true.

i've realized the guy who lives across the street is really hot. which is awesome. because it would be great if i started to hang out with him. because he lives so close ... yes... okay then...

okay well i'm going to call alex now, let's see if he answers...