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Myspace actually makes me sad, LOL.
It's cause... i see how happy all my old friends are without me..
I mean, I reach out. I make an effort. I call, and text. But Rachel is busy with her other friends and her boyfriend. She always has work and other things to do, and when we do plans something ALWAYS comes up that she has o cancel. She says, I don't see anyone anymore, I'm always busy. But I know that's not all the way true, cause she still finds time o fit in for the people she really cares about. Her boyfriends, her other friends that are better than me.
And Michael. HAHA I hate him. I give up on him, hes a real class a asshole. He doesnt reply to my texts, he doesnt call me back. I'm so done with him, I don't even MISS him. God, strike me down if I even THINK about trying with him again.
Basically, i'm at a stand still as far as friends go.
I've been talking to Kirstin alot, and I forgot how much I missed her. I wish she didn't live in Palm Beach, cause I love talking to herand hanging out with her.
I applied for a job at Limited too, and also JC Pennies. I will hfind out soon if I got the job at Limited too. I hope I do.. I realy need money to pay for school books, and i need a new computer. This ones pretty much expired.
I can't wait for college... I want to much to meet new people. Experience new things.
I wish... I wish I could run away. To somewhere else. Just pick up and reroot elsewhere. I can leave behind everything in my past i regret, all my old friends, old painful memories. I just want a new life, where I don't kow anyone. A chance to start over.
My solo was named Allegro Tristamente. I think that's a contradictory phrase.
Oh. NEVER lend money to people. No matter how close you are. You will most likely never see it again.
I guess that's it..
It's cause... i see how happy all my old friends are without me..
I mean, I reach out. I make an effort. I call, and text. But Rachel is busy with her other friends and her boyfriend. She always has work and other things to do, and when we do plans something ALWAYS comes up that she has o cancel. She says, I don't see anyone anymore, I'm always busy. But I know that's not all the way true, cause she still finds time o fit in for the people she really cares about. Her boyfriends, her other friends that are better than me.
And Michael. HAHA I hate him. I give up on him, hes a real class a asshole. He doesnt reply to my texts, he doesnt call me back. I'm so done with him, I don't even MISS him. God, strike me down if I even THINK about trying with him again.
Basically, i'm at a stand still as far as friends go.
I've been talking to Kirstin alot, and I forgot how much I missed her. I wish she didn't live in Palm Beach, cause I love talking to herand hanging out with her.
I applied for a job at Limited too, and also JC Pennies. I will hfind out soon if I got the job at Limited too. I hope I do.. I realy need money to pay for school books, and i need a new computer. This ones pretty much expired.
I can't wait for college... I want to much to meet new people. Experience new things.
I wish... I wish I could run away. To somewhere else. Just pick up and reroot elsewhere. I can leave behind everything in my past i regret, all my old friends, old painful memories. I just want a new life, where I don't kow anyone. A chance to start over.
My solo was named Allegro Tristamente. I think that's a contradictory phrase.
Oh. NEVER lend money to people. No matter how close you are. You will most likely never see it again.
I guess that's it..