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This year is so different.
I am losing touch with the people I love..it seems...
Yeah, Mike and I argue alot. But we're best friends...And we are both the type who always has to be right. And He always wins, cause he can be a docuhe and say some mean thigns. And I know this is going to sound pathetic..but he moved me down on his top friends. The first four are comedians, and then tis all his friends. And I was the first actual friend on there. But now he moved me down to 5...and I've been #1 for I dont even know how long...
I don't even know why. I mean i know I can be difficult and when I do something wrong more often than not its "not my fault". But What a slap in the face!
I noticed this just now, and i cant help but dwell upon it: When I lose a friend, they seem to get over me so easily. I am replaced instantly. Why is that? Was I not that important?
I guess I am worthless and meaningless to those who I thought love me as i love them.
I am losing touch with the people I love..it seems...
Yeah, Mike and I argue alot. But we're best friends...And we are both the type who always has to be right. And He always wins, cause he can be a docuhe and say some mean thigns. And I know this is going to sound pathetic..but he moved me down on his top friends. The first four are comedians, and then tis all his friends. And I was the first actual friend on there. But now he moved me down to 5...and I've been #1 for I dont even know how long...
I don't even know why. I mean i know I can be difficult and when I do something wrong more often than not its "not my fault". But What a slap in the face!
I noticed this just now, and i cant help but dwell upon it: When I lose a friend, they seem to get over me so easily. I am replaced instantly. Why is that? Was I not that important?
I guess I am worthless and meaningless to those who I thought love me as i love them.