Oh, Bubbletrumps...
I'm so confused. I don't know what's going on in my own life. I wish I had some
more control in certain situations, but sometimes you have to put yourself on a limb and hope for the best. Sometimes the consequences are favorable, and sometimes you get your heart broken. I just want a steady realization of the situation, and just an inkling of what's actually happening, and not just what I may perceive it to be.
Maybe I'm taking this too far. I forgot how this feels...I forgot how much it sucks. And I know I over examine everything. Bad habit. Bad tendency. And maybe that's what I'm doing right now. Maybe I should just live in the moment and be happy. But I just have a tiny feeling that this isn't going to work out the way I want it to...I don't want to have these feelings because they always end up hurt. And Karma is definitely not on my side for this one...after what happened with Anthony.
Who knows...
But if I'm putting myself out on a limb, you should, too...take a chance and hope for the best...
I'm thinking on this way way way too much.
more control in certain situations, but sometimes you have to put yourself on a limb and hope for the best. Sometimes the consequences are favorable, and sometimes you get your heart broken. I just want a steady realization of the situation, and just an inkling of what's actually happening, and not just what I may perceive it to be.
Maybe I'm taking this too far. I forgot how this feels...I forgot how much it sucks. And I know I over examine everything. Bad habit. Bad tendency. And maybe that's what I'm doing right now. Maybe I should just live in the moment and be happy. But I just have a tiny feeling that this isn't going to work out the way I want it to...I don't want to have these feelings because they always end up hurt. And Karma is definitely not on my side for this one...after what happened with Anthony.
Who knows...
But if I'm putting myself out on a limb, you should, too...take a chance and hope for the best...
I'm thinking on this way way way too much.