I have this weird thing where i'll be talking to someone & i'll be thinking something... like seriously any little thing... recent events, bad habbits ANY random thing. but when I go to talk about it, or tell them it.. i'll stop myself, cause it's maybe something that only the people closest to me knows about me or some crap like that. kay it's hard to eplain... heres an example; i hate mushrooms & i drink probably like eight cans of soda a day [yeah..well aware i'm disgusting].
one time I was thinking that & I stoped myslef from saying it cause not many people know those two things about me. I know how that big tits bitch, mariah carey felt when she did cribs & wouldnt show her bedroom cause it was her one little thing that she wanted to keep to herself. basically... I think I need more juicy secrets in my life or something.
things are weird lately... i've done like 5 years worth of growing up in like two months. its weird how i've been learning so much, experiencing different things, meeting new people... & then realizing how the majority of it fucking SUCKS. people work in disgusting ways. but for some reason it's so exciting to me to make these realizations... no matter how shitty they may be.
don't get me wrong, i could still give a fuck about anything ever. it's just funny...
not to mention the weirdest thing ever.
I want to go to china.