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i think we all need to be reminded that were living sometimes.
because not everyones really alive.
sometimes we tell ourselves we are because we havent fully convinced ourselves that things arent the way we want.
but sometimes it seems like life is in slow motion.
and im starting to hope that i dont end up being the car wreck everyone slows down to watch.
but things are good right now.
smooth sailing you know?
im happy with my friends, my family is okay i guess and just overall.
im making plans, making mistakes, but im forgiving myself for doing things i now regret.
and getting over things.
and i dont know.
im just happy to be happy.
and i think everyone deserves to be 100% happy for at least 15 minutes in a lifetime.
i think that 15 minutes has past though.
i wonder if maybe i only got 10 minutes of 100% unreasonable happiness.. and i can get that 5 mintues back at a later time.
my friend... love IS tangable.
because not everyones really alive.
sometimes we tell ourselves we are because we havent fully convinced ourselves that things arent the way we want.
but sometimes it seems like life is in slow motion.
and im starting to hope that i dont end up being the car wreck everyone slows down to watch.
but things are good right now.
smooth sailing you know?
im happy with my friends, my family is okay i guess and just overall.
im making plans, making mistakes, but im forgiving myself for doing things i now regret.
and getting over things.
and i dont know.
im just happy to be happy.
and i think everyone deserves to be 100% happy for at least 15 minutes in a lifetime.
i think that 15 minutes has past though.
i wonder if maybe i only got 10 minutes of 100% unreasonable happiness.. and i can get that 5 mintues back at a later time.
my friend... love IS tangable.