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Well.
I'm doing what I said I'd do.
Wander around half-dressed not deciding what to do with the day because he's gone for the weekend &I won't see him.
He never called yesterday.
I was almost mad but then I remembered I wasn't, and then I fell asleep.
Yesterday was fun.
Massive, much-needed shopping trip with Glenna/Kim/Emily/MollyR to find Glenna new pants.
I owe Molly 7$.
I bought myself clothes. At the mall.
Big step.
So today.
Today I had a lot of work to do.
SAT IIs, finish my paper, finish my presentation
I didn't do it.
Because
Nate is in New York City, and I am in Bethlehem, and I haven't talked to him since he left for work 2:45 Friday.
That's a long time.
I'm not used to that.
Anyway.
First on the agenda is stop being a faggot.
Do my work before Tuesday.
Like really do my work.
&Not be a fag.
The worst part is, I actually have to work for the entire weekend, almost.
&I can't distract myself from being painfully co-dependent by doing other stuff.
Thankfully Da Crew is still in town&so is S6 &so maybe I won't die totally
This weekend is such a bummer.
I'm doing what I said I'd do.
Wander around half-dressed not deciding what to do with the day because he's gone for the weekend &I won't see him.
He never called yesterday.
I was almost mad but then I remembered I wasn't, and then I fell asleep.
Yesterday was fun.
Massive, much-needed shopping trip with Glenna/Kim/Emily/MollyR to find Glenna new pants.
I owe Molly 7$.
I bought myself clothes. At the mall.
Big step.
So today.
Today I had a lot of work to do.
SAT IIs, finish my paper, finish my presentation
I didn't do it.
Because
Nate is in New York City, and I am in Bethlehem, and I haven't talked to him since he left for work 2:45 Friday.
That's a long time.
I'm not used to that.
Anyway.
First on the agenda is stop being a faggot.
Do my work before Tuesday.
Like really do my work.
&Not be a fag.
The worst part is, I actually have to work for the entire weekend, almost.
&I can't distract myself from being painfully co-dependent by doing other stuff.
Thankfully Da Crew is still in town&so is S6 &so maybe I won't die totally
This weekend is such a bummer.