I feel so alone..
I keep waiting for Siobhan to come down the stairs or to call my name..but then I get to thinking--and shes not coming down..and shes not in my room. *sighs*
And then, when I go to sleep, I dream that shes here. My mind plays horrible tricks on me. And I hate that.
This morning when I was sleeping, my phone rang like 4 times, and each time I thought it might be her calling from the Airport to come pick her up that she didnt get on the plane. It was hard to come to the realization that she did go home.
Siobhan: I love you Dearest. And I miss you so very much. I hope that we can be together always soon. I hope the trip was alright, and I hope you enjoyed being here and that Im everything you wanted.
Im sorry if I upset you at all this trip, and Im sorry that I acted like I was upset. Esp. coming home from the cabin. I was never upset. Alright? God, I miss you. I hope that I can make a trip out there, or you can move here in the very near future.
I love you.
Always and Forever yours: Danielle Katherine
And then, when I go to sleep, I dream that shes here. My mind plays horrible tricks on me. And I hate that.
This morning when I was sleeping, my phone rang like 4 times, and each time I thought it might be her calling from the Airport to come pick her up that she didnt get on the plane. It was hard to come to the realization that she did go home.
Siobhan: I love you Dearest. And I miss you so very much. I hope that we can be together always soon. I hope the trip was alright, and I hope you enjoyed being here and that Im everything you wanted.
Im sorry if I upset you at all this trip, and Im sorry that I acted like I was upset. Esp. coming home from the cabin. I was never upset. Alright? God, I miss you. I hope that I can make a trip out there, or you can move here in the very near future.
I love you.
Always and Forever yours: Danielle Katherine