Day 57. God I love you so much.....This is gonna Kill me.
God this is so hard for me. I cry like every five seconds Its gay everytime i get soemthing good its taken away from me. kyles the only guy that understands hes the only one thats ever really been there for me. and no one has ever treated me so good...I dont want him to be taken away from me. I need him. hes the love of my life. he means so much to me more then anything. i cant even sleep without him. when he moves 3 and a half hours away what am i going to do.....Im deff not breakin up with him im scared hes gonna meet someone way better then me when he moves...Hello hes going to......Even though he says hes not going to........I guess i just gootta hope for the best and pray to god...maybe he doesnt move...or he doesnt move far...but i know that it not going to happen....<3
Kyle i love you. This is so unfair.
Johnny's daddy was taking him fishing
when he was eight years old.
a little girl came through the front gate
holding a fishing pole
his dad looked down and smiled
said we can't leave her behind
son I know you don't want her to go
but someday you'll change your mind
and Johnny said
take Jimmy Johnson
take Tommy Thompson
take my best friend Bo-
take anybody that you want as
long as she don't go
take any boy in the world
daddy please- don't take the girl
Same old boy
same sweet girl
ten years down the road
he held her tight and kissed her lips
in front of the picture show
Stranger came and pulled a gun
grabbed her by the arm
said if you do what I tell you to do
there won't be any harm
and Johnny said
take my money
take my wallet
take my credit cards
here's the watch that my grandpa gave me
here's the keys to my car
mister give it a whirl
but please-don't take the girl
Same old boy
same sweet girl
five years down the road
there's gonna be a little one
and she says it's time to go
docter says the baby's fine
but you'll have to leave
cause his momma's fading fast
and Johnny hit his knees
and there he prayed
take the very breath you gave me
take the heart from my chest
I'll gladly take her place
if you'll let me
make this my last request
take me out of this world
God please-don't take the girl
Johnny's daddy was taking him fishing
when he was eight years old.