I hope I managed to get you enough groupies by advertising for you that it makes up for how much you hate me. You DO have low self-esteem, and for some reason you push people away anyway. I've never been able to understand it, but I try to ignore it. That hasn't changed. I know you "hate" me, but people use that word to mean a lot of things. If it's because I have something that you want? Ask me and I'll tell you how I got it. Because I think if you tried, you probably could. YOu're worth a lot more than you think you are, but you seem to invite catastrophe, like you're afraid of liking yourself more. I'm not afraid of liking you, and if I have to do it for both of us, I will. ;)
When you are officially liscensed in therapy, then maybe I'll beleive your psycho babble on how I should feel. Until then, shut the fuck up. I'm beyond tired of you telling me how I should feel, for one. You are not in my fucking head, and you do not know what I fucking feel
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Hon I still don't hate you. If you ever change your mind I'm here. I have more than enough self-esteem to go around... copying some from dictionary.com isn't going to make me stop seeing all the good things I see in you.
I did that so maybe you would understand the emotion that I feel since me saying it just never seems to be enough for you. If I have an emotion or feel something, in your eyes I just can't feel that way. So here you go. Maybe this will open your fucking eyes.
If you want to treat me like a human being, I'd reconsider it. Unfortunately, you don't give a shit, and never did. You are self-contained. If you did such a great job, then why the fuck do I feel this way now?
Eleanor Roosevelt, who to the best of my knowledge was also not a trained psychiatric professional, did have one snippet of wisdom I carry around with me despite her lack of a degree: "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
No one has any control over how you think or feel except you. When faced with a stimulus, you choose your reaction; human beings are not simply reactive like a bacterium. Your friends, obviously myself included, have to sit by and watch how you choose--we have no direct control over it. But since we care about you, it makes us sad if you are feeling badly. Maybe none of us has a degree in Psychology or even Cazology, but when we see you become upset because of your choices, we want to change it. And while we may not be able to offer a sofa and a list of available psych drugs, we do what we can, which is offer feedback from our own perspectives, knowing that you will either take it to heart or discard it as chaff.
I am self-contained, but that doesn't mean I don't care about anyone--I care
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If you want to treat me like a human being, I'd reconsider it. Unfortunately, you don't give a shit, and never did. You are self-contained. If you did such a great job, then why the fuck do I feel this way now?
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No one has any control over how you think or feel except you. When faced with a stimulus, you choose your reaction; human beings are not simply reactive like a bacterium. Your friends, obviously myself included, have to sit by and watch how you choose--we have no direct control over it. But since we care about you, it makes us sad if you are feeling badly. Maybe none of us has a degree in Psychology or even Cazology, but when we see you become upset because of your choices, we want to change it. And while we may not be able to offer a sofa and a list of available psych drugs, we do what we can, which is offer feedback from our own perspectives, knowing that you will either take it to heart or discard it as chaff.
I am self-contained, but that doesn't mean I don't care about anyone--I care ( ... )
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