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it doesnt feel like christmas eve. i think it's just because im older, and have sortof grown out of the whole holiday-spendtimewithyourfamily bullshit. i know tomorrow night when all my irritating cousins are here, i'll realize that id much rather be with my friends -- doing things that i shouldnt be doing. these feelings feel so foreign. i used to love spending time with my family. i used to wait for christmas day all year. now, i just want all my friends to come back from all these exotic islands, and foreign places so that i can chill with them instead of 'spending time with my family' cause we all fucking hate eachother. nick and lauren are my sanity. and laurens going to see syriana with her boyfriend. she also is pretending to be jewish by profusely singing 'light the menorah'. fuckin weird. whatever.
i'm contemplating whether i should stay up all night tonight and just sleeping through this artificial holiday, or go to bed and wake up at 10 when my dad gets here and put on a fake smile for my family.
grinch?
sounds like it.
i'm contemplating whether i should stay up all night tonight and just sleeping through this artificial holiday, or go to bed and wake up at 10 when my dad gets here and put on a fake smile for my family.
grinch?
sounds like it.