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thanksgiving was sufficently awkward. through my eyes, it's just putting on a fake act for people that you only see at funerals, graduations, and holidays. you always share a meal where you pretend to catch up and show off your new electronics and hairstyles. and then it concludes with a 'look how nice my house is' tour where you basically show these people what new furniture you got, and any other knicknacks you re-arranged. i hate that i feel like i'm not close to any of these people, other than the ones i live with. and it's not they live far away -- they live on the upper east side. it's just that lack of communication, and lack of effort to even spend a split second with your family. it's just upsetting to see that this is how my family operates.
i saw rent. it was amazing.
i was just so attentive and focused when i was watching it.
cause i knew all the words to the songs, and i saw the play and read the synopsis. and i knew how it was going to begin and how it was going to end.
and i also got really emotional at the times when strong emotions were supposed to be felt.
(aka started whimpering on nell's shoulder when angel died)
but i highly recommend seeing it for all the people who havent seen it yet.
i'm recovering from the 10 minutes that me and mimi were attempting to talk
but ended up laughing on the verge of breaking out into a great ball of vicious piss.
kisses!
i saw rent. it was amazing.
i was just so attentive and focused when i was watching it.
cause i knew all the words to the songs, and i saw the play and read the synopsis. and i knew how it was going to begin and how it was going to end.
and i also got really emotional at the times when strong emotions were supposed to be felt.
(aka started whimpering on nell's shoulder when angel died)
but i highly recommend seeing it for all the people who havent seen it yet.
i'm recovering from the 10 minutes that me and mimi were attempting to talk
but ended up laughing on the verge of breaking out into a great ball of vicious piss.
kisses!