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Changed my mind, hate my family! *grumbles and grumbles some more* Nothing to enhances the boxing day spirit more than hearing people talking about all of your problems behind your back. Like I didn't get enough of people doing that at school. Then they talked about how sensitive Bec is, and how I should take better care of her. She's 21 people. Fuck this. Next year Cor ana d I are going to NZ or some other far a fucking way country so that we don't have to celebrate Christmas. I wish My 4 year old cousin had come down.
I have to go and write something to make me feel better. Maybe Slash... maybe not. Maybe porny something, maybe not... or maybe I will go and play scrabble again as tradition states and be ignored by all.
Mum mentioned if I hadn't been born today, see, they didn't want another kid. I was the 'surprise'. And christmas always seems to be the time they bring it up, no matter how old I get. And they keep mentioning Peekay/Miss kitty/ Spazzy McGee. Saying that it's my fault and making jokes about it. Like something I loved dying is so funny. And then when I cried they just told me to get over it.
FUCKERS.
I
FUCKING
HATE
CHRISTMAS!!!
Love you all though
I have to go and write something to make me feel better. Maybe Slash... maybe not. Maybe porny something, maybe not... or maybe I will go and play scrabble again as tradition states and be ignored by all.
Mum mentioned if I hadn't been born today, see, they didn't want another kid. I was the 'surprise'. And christmas always seems to be the time they bring it up, no matter how old I get. And they keep mentioning Peekay/Miss kitty/ Spazzy McGee. Saying that it's my fault and making jokes about it. Like something I loved dying is so funny. And then when I cried they just told me to get over it.
FUCKERS.
I
FUCKING
HATE
CHRISTMAS!!!
Love you all though