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Summer has come and soon it'll be gone
this is my last summer as a student in highschool and next year i'll be shipped off against my will to join the airforce.
I met a girl at a party... it was Bells grad party and she invited me last minute so i headed down to her house and i was nervious and usually i am when i go to partys were i know no one... so bell shows me to her cousin and friend and for some odd reason i enjoyed the company of her cousin and we talked and then we exchanged numbers and decided to go to a party together later in the week but she dicided she didnt want to go so she came to my house and we watched tv and then the next day she came over to sat hi and yea i started liking her and i dont think that is good cuz hses leaving to kingsville and yea today is the last day i'll see her and i guess i'll miss her and that just sucks...
i was in the bathroom on the last day of skool and this guy was stearing at me from over the stall and i was like ummm strange he must bee really tall but later when he exited the stall i noticed that he was short... veary short...
everytime i am around drunk people they act all stupid and the next day they cant remember crap but everytime i am drunk i would remember everything and i would just be there and think dammit why cant i be stupid and forget everything that is going on? i hate drinking it sucks really it does and it doesnt make anything seem better not ever. i think that people just pretend to be different when they drink. i was at my cousins party and she was drinking and she was out after 2 drinks and the other cousin was pretending to be drunk whats the point? do they think its cool or somthing? i dont drink anymore because i found out it was pointless...
do any of your friends ever change when they are around other people or ignore the fact that you exist when they are around friends that dont like you? it sucks and it really hurts... alot... i dont like it when my friends woh i care about so darely hurt me like that...
~DEL~
Summer has come and soon it'll be gone
this is my last summer as a student in highschool and next year i'll be shipped off against my will to join the airforce.
I met a girl at a party... it was Bells grad party and she invited me last minute so i headed down to her house and i was nervious and usually i am when i go to partys were i know no one... so bell shows me to her cousin and friend and for some odd reason i enjoyed the company of her cousin and we talked and then we exchanged numbers and decided to go to a party together later in the week but she dicided she didnt want to go so she came to my house and we watched tv and then the next day she came over to sat hi and yea i started liking her and i dont think that is good cuz hses leaving to kingsville and yea today is the last day i'll see her and i guess i'll miss her and that just sucks...
i was in the bathroom on the last day of skool and this guy was stearing at me from over the stall and i was like ummm strange he must bee really tall but later when he exited the stall i noticed that he was short... veary short...
everytime i am around drunk people they act all stupid and the next day they cant remember crap but everytime i am drunk i would remember everything and i would just be there and think dammit why cant i be stupid and forget everything that is going on? i hate drinking it sucks really it does and it doesnt make anything seem better not ever. i think that people just pretend to be different when they drink. i was at my cousins party and she was drinking and she was out after 2 drinks and the other cousin was pretending to be drunk whats the point? do they think its cool or somthing? i dont drink anymore because i found out it was pointless...
do any of your friends ever change when they are around other people or ignore the fact that you exist when they are around friends that dont like you? it sucks and it really hurts... alot... i dont like it when my friends woh i care about so darely hurt me like that...
~DEL~