I am better.

Jul 14, 2012 23:54

This week sucked. It felt like it was important for me to have one of those. I cried most of Monday. I needed a day like that though. I ate pizza & cake. I got really drunk last night. I had a long island sandwich. 2 beers, a long island & then 2 more beers. I ate Burger King on the way home. It felt good to let go. Summer is always a transitional period for me. I feel like I make big life decisions in the summer. This week was important. I grew a little.

I feel like I've let go of him 95%. I deleted all the important text messages that made me feel sentimental about our friendship. I got a new phone, I deleted his number & am trying to let go of him. It's time to move forward.

I'm going to use the next few months after the move to work on myself & my business. I'm going to do a little self prep before bringing a baby into this world.

I can't wait for vacation. Next month! Seattle, Portland & San Fran. My favorite places on Earth.

That was a little word vomit, but like I said, I needed it.
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