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Its been a while. It may be a longer while. I don't have internet right now, in debt up to my eyes and paying off medical bills and things. It was a tough year, w/ all the, you know.
I'm doing ok. Not great, not lousy, just average. There are still certain things I can't think about or songs I can't listen to, but otherwise my life belongs to me.
It's been rough, thank the creator for people who remained in contact. I miss w/ all my heart the ones that aren't around.
I'm on a friend's computer as I don't have mine turned on right now. If you feel like calling, texting, or shooting out an e-mail I'd like the contact.
I missed everyone. I still miss everyone. Some of you I miss a lot more than others but there's nothing I can do about that.
Anyhow, I'm basically around. Working, working out, gaming, and constantly sorting out my thoughts.
Sometimes I'm still pretty fucked up, but all I can do is deal with it. Cats are ok. Boring being by myself. Don't have tv and had to hock some dvd's and games. At least I still have my health? Sometimes I'm not so sure.
My one big medical scare turned out to be smaller than I thought. Still pretty serious, but at least it ain't cancer.
Don't know when I'll be back on, I'm living check to check and one day at a time. Anyhow, just wanted to say hi, love and miss everyone listed. Hope the new year brings everyone everything their heart(s) desire.
I guess that's it for now. Peace.
Derek...out.
I'm doing ok. Not great, not lousy, just average. There are still certain things I can't think about or songs I can't listen to, but otherwise my life belongs to me.
It's been rough, thank the creator for people who remained in contact. I miss w/ all my heart the ones that aren't around.
I'm on a friend's computer as I don't have mine turned on right now. If you feel like calling, texting, or shooting out an e-mail I'd like the contact.
I missed everyone. I still miss everyone. Some of you I miss a lot more than others but there's nothing I can do about that.
Anyhow, I'm basically around. Working, working out, gaming, and constantly sorting out my thoughts.
Sometimes I'm still pretty fucked up, but all I can do is deal with it. Cats are ok. Boring being by myself. Don't have tv and had to hock some dvd's and games. At least I still have my health? Sometimes I'm not so sure.
My one big medical scare turned out to be smaller than I thought. Still pretty serious, but at least it ain't cancer.
Don't know when I'll be back on, I'm living check to check and one day at a time. Anyhow, just wanted to say hi, love and miss everyone listed. Hope the new year brings everyone everything their heart(s) desire.
I guess that's it for now. Peace.
Derek...out.