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Sometimes i feel lost, and sometimes i feel alone at night. even when im with my friends i find im all alone as reality sinks in. they've got wives and soon-to-bes, crackin sex jokes i know nothing about.i want to think we're alike but can't get past how we're so different. time can heal all things but time also poisons the most resilient. ican't get away from the sin, but i seem to run away from this grace im in. i dont want to believe- turn around and you're gone. all those sweet memories, of loving you for so long. sometimes its hard, most times i cry. but god holds this heart of mine, he sees the pain i hide. god knows this heart of mine, he heals the pain inside.