Oct 21, 2005 21:42
why is the question always why? why do i deny what the truth says is mine? why does liveing for myself seem fulfilling in the mooment and empty in the sanity? why can i not think straight, think kingdom minded all the time? is wat im unsed to, this routine of run and fall- walk and stumble, the way im doomed to live? i want to live for something more- put my mind to mend with something greater and take wat's mine for who i can glorify. its time for me to see the way i need to be. look forward to a life full of love and full of the grace i so often run away from and look towards the day when i can say ive lived the will of a crazy man willing to give his life for the likes of me. i think its quite time to get up off my arss and seek out my Savior and know him like i wish i knew myself. more of You- less of me