give me one reason why i should let this die
warped was disappointing. i think it was the first time i didnt enjoy it. mostly because of the rain and that causing the cancellation of the rest of the show. i wanted to see thursday/saves the day, but oh well.
so i still haven't gone out lately, but its ok. i don't want to go out, because it would just be more of me acting like i'm ok, when i'm not. in my house i get to be myself and just not have to fake feelings. i'm digging myself into a big social hole, but i don't mind.
i don't understand why people party all the time. i know i drink occasionally, but now its turning to rarely. i don't like being in loud situations with obnoxious drunk people. i've only drank once this summer, and i might keep it that way. it just is so overrated, like many things teens today do.
sucks there is no sports to root for all summer since i'm not a big baseball fan. at least college football is coming up and then hockey will start back up again.
i go back up to uf soon, and to be honest, i'm not excited. i like being home and not having to worry about school (minus easy bcc classes). i like being able to stay in bed and watch movies all day and not be bothered by college and the many annoyances i get from it. maybe i am just too mature, or just a bitter person, i don't know, but something about me does not eat up what the youth of today does. i'm a hermit. i'm a recluse. i'm all of the above.
/end negative thoughts. anyone with anything positive to say?
so i still haven't gone out lately, but its ok. i don't want to go out, because it would just be more of me acting like i'm ok, when i'm not. in my house i get to be myself and just not have to fake feelings. i'm digging myself into a big social hole, but i don't mind.
i don't understand why people party all the time. i know i drink occasionally, but now its turning to rarely. i don't like being in loud situations with obnoxious drunk people. i've only drank once this summer, and i might keep it that way. it just is so overrated, like many things teens today do.
sucks there is no sports to root for all summer since i'm not a big baseball fan. at least college football is coming up and then hockey will start back up again.
i go back up to uf soon, and to be honest, i'm not excited. i like being home and not having to worry about school (minus easy bcc classes). i like being able to stay in bed and watch movies all day and not be bothered by college and the many annoyances i get from it. maybe i am just too mature, or just a bitter person, i don't know, but something about me does not eat up what the youth of today does. i'm a hermit. i'm a recluse. i'm all of the above.
/end negative thoughts. anyone with anything positive to say?