You Blockhead!!

Jan 16, 2007 22:59

So i got the answer to my last entry... I met the boyfriend! horray!! i'm such a dunderhead i never realized when a guy tells a girl "i would have left but I stayed because of you" u'd think that would send the red flags in my head ^_^() ohh well my naiveness gets me again, but then again that happened during the 3 months. Now what going thru my mind is that she knows me really well and i know her really well almost like bestfriends but i learned from my dear friend that if i stay friends with her, i'll just be putting her thru hell and i really dont want to see that happened to her she doesn't deserve that and nither did my friend... we all live and we all learn day to day. It's ironic that i asked God what should i do in this situation and i fall asleep, the next morning i read my little book my mom gave me and the title for the day said "live by the spirit" and tomorrows' is "letting go of the past" Haha Damn don't u just hate this catch 22, but I'ma stay strong cuz i kno when one door closes another and better one is going to open for me. I have to hold on to that faith, it will get much better not right away but when the time is right, that something i've taught to everyone i kno and it worked for them!

On a much happier note.. it's officially TWO months before i go to italy!!!!! I'm sooo excited!!! i'm going to start making my list of things to buy for the trip. ohhh man can't wait I'm gonna start working out so i can be ready to eat whatever awaits in italy!!!
I can wait =D!!!!

That's all for now
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