warning: cheesy
i am so happy to be in love. it's the most amazing feeling. it's also very scary to feel so much for someone else. i want to take care of him and protect him. <3
when i think about the past and how i forced relationships out of thin air. i was always surprised why they didn't work out. i feel so stupid about everything. and it's really true that when you stop looking for it, it will find you. i never thought i would be able to stop looking. i felt i was always looking for something. now that i feel i've found it, i am very content.
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lots of band stuff this weekend. not a relaxing one in the slightest. and if that freshman tells me to move a little to the right one more time...
i'm not really that mean, and i want our show to look good, but she should be the one guiding to me. so there.
i desperately need to go grocery shopping. but i dread it.
when i think about the past and how i forced relationships out of thin air. i was always surprised why they didn't work out. i feel so stupid about everything. and it's really true that when you stop looking for it, it will find you. i never thought i would be able to stop looking. i felt i was always looking for something. now that i feel i've found it, i am very content.
* * *
lots of band stuff this weekend. not a relaxing one in the slightest. and if that freshman tells me to move a little to the right one more time...
i'm not really that mean, and i want our show to look good, but she should be the one guiding to me. so there.
i desperately need to go grocery shopping. but i dread it.