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yeah...its now 9pm on christmas
and lets see. I got...tools. lots of tools. yay.
my gay millionaire uncle didnt get me anything. he got ben a remote control Mini. yay. WHY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY? I dunno. I cried alot today. fuck "being a man". I needed to cry. um...another one sided conversation. this time I didnt even get a real response, just a "no joe" in her away message for a minute. I think maybe I should just take a hint. but I cant, because I am dense. oh well. i suppose she'll yell at me or something and i'll go away. I think I'm gonna be hanging out wiht chef tommmorow. thats a good thing. I think I need to move on. I don't think thats going to happen any time soon. not when theres still that tiny chance. i think i'm depressed again. i miss my friends. ::dies::
and lets see. I got...tools. lots of tools. yay.
my gay millionaire uncle didnt get me anything. he got ben a remote control Mini. yay. WHY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY? I dunno. I cried alot today. fuck "being a man". I needed to cry. um...another one sided conversation. this time I didnt even get a real response, just a "no joe" in her away message for a minute. I think maybe I should just take a hint. but I cant, because I am dense. oh well. i suppose she'll yell at me or something and i'll go away. I think I'm gonna be hanging out wiht chef tommmorow. thats a good thing. I think I need to move on. I don't think thats going to happen any time soon. not when theres still that tiny chance. i think i'm depressed again. i miss my friends. ::dies::