May 12, 2005 18:35
i hate it when people can get mad at you all they want...but when they hurt you, and you get upset..it doenst matter because they're gunna get mad at you instead. either way i'm fucked. i have to learn to not say or do anything when i'm offended. it gets me no where
and now i'm getting all these messed up feelings about prom and people around me. i hate that. i want it to be an awesome night. so i'm gunna keep trying to make sure it is. having my junior prom be a dissapointment to me will be the last think i need.
possitive thought..i got my nails done and a pedicure today! it was so much fun...i have a feeling an addiction is begining to form. damn i'm expensive..my mom has been right all along.